Vain and paranoid

Age is really catching up fast. I told TS the other day, "I think I need a face lift".

I am vain. But more importantly, I am starting to fear the process of aging. I don't need to be as plastic and preserved looking as Nicole Kidman, but at very least, I would want to age gracefully like Cate Blanchett or Helen Mirren! I used to think people are crazy to go under the knife. But I understand it now. I am observing lines, creases, spots that were never there before, I start to dig out my past years pictures and see what difference has taken place, and I am starting to frantically apply layers to cream and lotions to reverse what age has done to me. I am vain, and paranoid.

So I decided to throw out all the "useless" tried and tested creams (including SK II) and opt for a set of new facial regime. Five steps, and it doesn't come cheap. I am on this for 2 days and already, I am annoying TS by asking every other few hours, "How, got any difference, got any difference?"