I just feel frustrated right now. No, let me correct myself. It has been for the past few weeks. There are so many uncertainties. Maybe it is what they call the mid life crisis. I have a list of unanswered questions. Maybe, I am just losing myself. Sometimes, I feel being in the C.S all these years has slowly eroded a part of my confidence, but anyway, that's another story. So, here's the list.
1) When am I going to finish the paper that I have been working on for the past 5 months?
2) Should I just go get a car for goodness sake?
3) Should I just conform and have a maid?
4) Do I REALLY have to go back to work?
5) When will I STOP living out of boxes?
6) Can I do something else with my life, besides going back to my old job?
7) Can I sincerely support my spouse to quit his job?
Beeline: I have to sort out my life.
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2 comments:
1)I thot you have already finished it? Or is it your perfectionist syndrome at work?
2)I think it is wise not to get a car in singapore, esp if you are planning to leave?
3)No maid! Enough headaches from your previous rite? Plus it is money down the drain when you are off work for a while.
4)hmm..yes u probably have to work, just what you decide to do can change your life..
5)I have lived out of boxes and moving around with them for 4 years! It's not that bad, there is light at the end of the tunnel. I think I still am living out of boxes sometimes..
6)Of course u can! You have the determination and I believe in you. You will make it as long as you stay level-headed and set your mind on it.
7)hmmm..i cannot answer this.
Things will work out, hang in there!
Actually there is one last question. I am sure you know what it is. Haiz. Everything is just not going right. TS read the horoscopes for both of us, it seems real true. It says 2007 is a transition year for me, lots of changes for the 1975 rabbits.
If I go back to work, who is going to look after Ryan? Then I got to put him in some centre til I finish or have a maid. I hate it that parents have to do this.
I just cannot wait to move out of this place. At least you have decent furniture at your place.
Bottomline is no work means no money, no new home and no car... sad. And all the uncertainty of when I am going over. TS is changing job!!
Thanks for the encouragement, needed it... : )
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